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I dont know why I stopped writing down what i felt for the last 4 years. A lot of events happened in my life, some were good and some were bad but I feel I have changed a lot. Now, Life has become so fast and u dont find time for anything!! Is this really worth ?? Will I ask myself after 20 years this question? What did I gain by running behind this fast world??

Now my main concern and attention are my family and my job. The only time when I feel relaxed is when I talk to my family and spend my time with them. At the office I get stressed and workaholic and this pressure is increasing day by day. Is life the same way for others out in this world? I have even been thinking of finding  another solution to this? maybe i start up my own business? but what? or should i try looking out for a different work atmosphere? I dont find the same happiness in me that I had 10 years back when i started working here. Responsibilities have increased and people have changed, lots of new faces, lots of tasks to complete, target date, closing date, deadline date, submission date.....etc These are the words we hear daily while working!

While complaining on all these issues, God also gave me a good news in my life. I consider this as the biggest gift from God and this is precious to me. Yes, God Blessed us with a Baby Girl on 31.03.2013 and we named her "NAINA" which means 'eyes' in Hindi. I named her this because I want her to be our eyes and show us the sight of future when we grow older. She has changed my life completely, I enjoy listening to my wife on what our baby did new today. God bless her always!!

Years passed by and so has mother nature brought changes in me, I have some gray patches of hair on my scalp and this has recently started showing up more. I accept this whole heatedly and do not intend to color it black.

I miss my family back in India and am waiting till the end of next month, then I will be in the green paradise! yes 'Kerala' which we proudly call as 'Gods own Country'. The people there in my village are so loving and they always have a smile on their face when we catch up. I miss my home there and I miss those authentic home made food, miss the fresh Air, miss everything in Life !!!

I need to be back in my home country and recharge myself before I get back here to complete the task, target date, closing date, deadline date, submission date.....etc TO HELL WITH WHATEVER !!